no title for today

It scares me, it really does. I think about it all the time and wonder if I am making the right decision. Not everyone has the same thoughts as I do, nor do they share the same passion.  I think I will, then I change my mind. I think I won't, and I become discouraged. I pray for peace of mind and only hear silence.  My head is full of hair and brain, what good is that in the world? Today we struggle and today we fight , not knowing the outcome of life. Sometimes I think it's better to just be. But what do I know? I am just a teenager right now, four months to come and i'll be an adult, but what do I know? Do I follow the path or veer right or left? If I circle back I'll be right back where I started, where I am now. four months from now, an adult, still searching, still hoping, still praying, still waiting.


The day it becomes alright, that's when I will know. that's when I will know.