I keep coming up with these super exciting film ideas
however for what I want to do I need about 20 more crew members, a sound stage and an unlimited budget. haha...when can I get to this point?! WHEEEN!?
recently I am in search of five different actors, 1 to play a toddler 2 . to play a middleschooler 3 . to play a high schooler 4. to play a college girl and I need these all to look alike since I'd be showing her growing up and 5. to play the mother.
see what I mean? unrealistic for me to try to achieve on my own ! haha I can try but the quality might be ick.! film studentssssss lsfjoaislfjk alsdkfj .
I got this idea by listening to one song, funny how it can have such an effect on me since I was basically bawling writing in because it kinda hits home for me! Now I won't be able to sleep due to it. Really want this dream to become a reality.
heres to hoping!
Me in a nutshell... slightly cracked
Monday, August 8, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
let me just say
How much I actually miss writing .
now, I don't always write stories, and when I do I get halfway through them before I stop. It's a lot of work therefore I have a lot of unfinished stories. I realized how much I blogged my first actual year back at home and how much the blogs would differentiate. much like life. I never knew where the blogs would take me or what I would write about. Even now these words are flowing out of this brain surge and down on the tiny keys where my finger pads fit just right, tapping away endlessly at the squares. ...... I mean like see?What the was that? Heck if I know.
Sometimes I feel like such a child. I know that I am 20 and not considered a child anymore but the thoughts that go through my head such as ; do birds get cold? ICE CREAM TRUCK I MUST CHASE IT! and ordering disney movies to watch. There are much more but thats all I have done recently .
I also feel inexplicably odd in large groups of people. I try to speak up but I just get drowned out. much as I would like to describe it ; AWKWARD. I guess everyone considers themselves awkward at some point but I feel that way every single time I am in large groups. I've got to remember to change that.... yeah okay i'll get right on that.
something that happened to me the other day:
I was waiting in line at starbucks to pick up my drink order. The guy making the drinks looked over at me and goes
" Nice , Nice, Nice, Nice" to himself. The cashier comes over and asks him what exactly is nice?
"oh nothing" he replies with a small smile, still looking at me.
by this time I am incredibly uncomfortable and just want my gosh darn drink.
" You come here often?" he drawls out with a toothy grin
"no, not really" I reply
"well you should." wink
"oh uh...k. thanks" in the most awkward voice I could possibly give. he told me he liked my hat and the next coffee was on him, I said thanks and bolted outta there!
It was just so incredibly uncomfortable and awkward as he just looked at me the entire time, while everyone around us just watched/listened to our conversation. needless to say, I won't be going back to that starbucks again. I think he probably meant no harm by it but it was just the way he was asking me the questions and that darn half smile and the way he wouldn't stop looking it was just creee-py.
anyways in other news. Harry Potter is over therefore my life is dead.
now, I don't always write stories, and when I do I get halfway through them before I stop. It's a lot of work therefore I have a lot of unfinished stories. I realized how much I blogged my first actual year back at home and how much the blogs would differentiate. much like life. I never knew where the blogs would take me or what I would write about. Even now these words are flowing out of this brain surge and down on the tiny keys where my finger pads fit just right, tapping away endlessly at the squares. ...... I mean like see?What the was that? Heck if I know.
Sometimes I feel like such a child. I know that I am 20 and not considered a child anymore but the thoughts that go through my head such as ; do birds get cold? ICE CREAM TRUCK I MUST CHASE IT! and ordering disney movies to watch. There are much more but thats all I have done recently .
I also feel inexplicably odd in large groups of people. I try to speak up but I just get drowned out. much as I would like to describe it ; AWKWARD. I guess everyone considers themselves awkward at some point but I feel that way every single time I am in large groups. I've got to remember to change that.... yeah okay i'll get right on that.
something that happened to me the other day:
I was waiting in line at starbucks to pick up my drink order. The guy making the drinks looked over at me and goes
" Nice , Nice, Nice, Nice" to himself. The cashier comes over and asks him what exactly is nice?
"oh nothing" he replies with a small smile, still looking at me.
by this time I am incredibly uncomfortable and just want my gosh darn drink.
" You come here often?" he drawls out with a toothy grin
"no, not really" I reply
"well you should." wink
"oh uh...k. thanks" in the most awkward voice I could possibly give. he told me he liked my hat and the next coffee was on him, I said thanks and bolted outta there!
It was just so incredibly uncomfortable and awkward as he just looked at me the entire time, while everyone around us just watched/listened to our conversation. needless to say, I won't be going back to that starbucks again. I think he probably meant no harm by it but it was just the way he was asking me the questions and that darn half smile and the way he wouldn't stop looking it was just creee-py.
anyways in other news. Harry Potter is over therefore my life is dead.
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